Jane and I waited for the last bus out of downtown Johannesburg,
South Africa. We had just moved there from the States to do missionary work so I
had my passport with me in a large purse I carried at my side. It was dusk and
we were getting anxious to get back to our friends’ house before nightfall. The
bus should have been there already.
I was starting to worry, “Did we miss it?” Jane answered, “I don’t
think so, but maybe the buses don’t run regularly, so I don’t really know.” We
waited longer. We were the only ones waiting, which made it scarier because we didn’t
have anyone to ask. What we did next was really foolish.
Our impatience prompted us to move. We went down the street to
another bus stop closer in the direction of home. We waited there impatiently
until we could take it no more and we moved down the street again. We did this
three times, getting further and further away from the more populated area. The
sun was going down and we were getting more worried now—new country, unfamiliar
ways, alone on an empty street and no bus in sight. Then Jane spotted a young
black man coming our way.
He got about halfway down the block and bolted toward us. Jane had
seen him but all I saw was a blur. She
jumped in front of me, grabbed me with both arms around the middle, as I
clutched my purse to my chest. The guy hesitated, then ran past us a ways. He
stopped and continued to walk slowly down the street as if nothing unusual had
happened at all.
Jane gently loosened her grip on me and I relaxed my clenched fists
but my heart was still racing and we were both hyperventilating. When we
settled down and started to breathe a little easier, in quivering voices we begged
God to get the bus there soon.
In just a few minutes it pulled up—the very last bus leaving the
city. For our next three years living in Johannesburg, we stayed much more
alert and aware and prayed for just about everything.
God didn’t tell us to move down to the next bus stop. We should
have just stayed where we were, but we let our impatience drive us into trouble.
How often we’ve gone off
in a direction on our own without really consulting the Lord. Proverbs 21:2 tells us, “Every way of a man
is right in his own eyes.” But Luke 21:19 tells us, “In your
patience possess ye your souls.”
Proverbs 20: 22 tells us
to “wait on the Lord, and he shall save thee.” One important way He saves us is
to give us wisdom. Don’t be hasty and impatient like we were. Impatience brings
the thief into our lives. Wait on the Lord.
Love, Carolyn
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